Ten years now i have been blogging about spiritual matters on many different websites where i could post my ideas and experiences. These days i use Hyves, Myspace end today started to use Blogspot because friends asked me to write in english again.
These days all kinds of information i have been gathering is falling in to its place and i am writing books, have to sent to a publisher and if all goes well, they will be born in january 2011.
In the 20st century it was popular to go to eastern countries to find yourselves, great minds have gone there before us, Blavatsky, Goerdiev, Uspensky, David-Neel, Ossendovski, Harner and many more.
They all did not see or know about the magical and spiritual in their own countries, as if the western esoteric and exoteric traditions have nothing for us in the enlightenment department.
Like i have written in my books, the old gods and spirits have never left, they live on under the pavement, in the new rivers, hills and crossroads, there where churches have been built, mostly on old sacred sites. Maybe we never have lost the belief in our old gods and they jsut assumed new names, have become angels, archangels, saints, the elemnts are still the elements, teh rain is the rain, the wind is the same wind, a bit polluted over the last 150 years, since the industrial revolution.
If we look through the veils, left and right, you might see a roman legion on the move, people working in the peetfields, fishermen, hunters, vikings on a raid or a trading mission, women washing clothes in the rivers that have disappeared in our time, the little folk dancing on certain places, armies of the eighty years war moving in Germany, the Teutonic knights still at war with slavic armies, napoleons defeated army back through Poland, on and on the list goes. I name alle kinds of conflicts, there are many positive things to see also, all history, intent has left its energy in Europe to see and read. NOW = NO-TIME. There is no such thing as time, we imagine it, everything is happening now, it is the quantum principle, the particle that can be anywhere and time and place. Any spiritual seeker or lightworker becomes like that particle it depends only on how much you hold on to things, time, people, traditions and the old idea of self/ego.
Why should we go to India, Tibet, Peru and other countries to confront ourselves, to find ourselves. We have ourselves always with us, you meeting your neighbour in a different way can be a life changing event, you standing in line at the supermarket and talking pilitely with those around you is a life changing event, but everybody is so bored and numb, they can't imagine that a life changng event can happen in their own town, in their own street, in their own western country.
Why seek masters and gurus in the east, you stumble over them everywhere these days, masters, shamans, gurus are everywhere around us, but we are so numb and bored with our lifes we can't see or feel it, only attending to the needs of our egos, the old self.
The final step ofcourse is seeing yourself as a master and guru and being your own guide, but westerners are to numb and bored to accept that they have all knowledge of the universe at their fingertips if they shook off their numbness and boredom and started living again, seeing the beauty everywhere around them, all kinds of magic to empower them. But everybody is so bored, so numb, so addicted to the predicatbility and fake safety of their lives. We have consumerism, gadgets, music, movies and bad tv-shows to stay numb and keep our mind busy and stay on track of being someone and get old before our time.
The magic starts in your house, everything in there with its story, when you step outside in the garden, on to the street, your balcony, look outside and everything you see is magical, but you have become so numb, so bored, you see nothing, you name everything you see, your voice tells me you cannot see any magic. Full of ego, negative thinking, the old story, the easy way, just do what everybody is doing, accept anything that is offered even when it feels bad, accept anything because everybody does it, feel helples because everybody feels and talks about being helpless. Its all the government, big corporations, management.........no it is you and the others accepting everything and not saying NO. If enough people say NO and take action accordingly they can change the world. But NO we have all accepted being the victims of the ILLUMINATI and therefore accept anything that is dished out to us, because everybody does it. Everybody writing their blogs that only a few peole will read and the feeling keeps festering, more power to the victim-program.
I have retreated from the game, no ambition for me, nothing is requiered, i dont have to do anything and i am prepared to take any punishement some one would like to give me because i live the way i live. In that way i am part Big Lebowski and part Neo, but i don't feel the need to do anything but to have a nice life. I have sacrificed some twenty years for the betterment of this world and have become tired of that battle. I write, make my art and let others scream their heads off and preach the angels and other stuff. I can't preach the lies and fluffy clouds, angels and archangels to people any more, i wasted ten years for that cause and went broke.
I want to be honest, talk the real stuff to people, the way i live, what works for me could work for others with out the need of making money by lying to others. My integrity is moe important than money, i'll fight to keep my hands clean, because it has become easy to make money from people who want to kear psoitive things to forget the reality they are living in, the way our societies are devolving instead of evolving. There is so much stuff going on which points to a fall or decline of our western society, i think the last part in 'Decline and fall of the roman empire' (Wallis-Budge ?) would be a very clear indicator that our wetsren society is going the same way. Its is not the end of humanity ofcourse only our way of life will be totally changed. If it will be for the better........god knows, the human race is very resilient, as strong as the insects we step on or the flies we swat as we see them.
But hey, i am just a writer, artist, healer, seer............i have just accumulated the knowledge of thousands of years, so you don't have to take it seriously. A few hundred years back my kind would be killed in many interesting ways, these days we are just sidelined and/or disposed of in other interesting ways.
Why i wrote this, because friends asked me to write something on blogspot, so here it is. Not really a good one, the next may be better, only god knows.
Love and Light.
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